I searched for my fate, wore my feet raw on the stones, barefoot I walked… Bring my body home, promise me…
September is that type of month that you never know how its going to be. It’s sometimes scorching, sometimes cold. However, one thing is certain, and that’s darkness will keep growing as the month progresses. Hence, there’s nothing better than celebrating the arrival of the longer nights with the obscure fusion of Post-Black Metal with even darker styles such as Doom and Depressive Black Metal by Dymna Lotva, spearheaded by our metal lady of the month, the indomitable Katsiaryna Mankevich, or Кацярына Манкевіч, also known by her stage moniker Nokt Aeon, or simply Nokt. Considered an “extremist” in her homeland Belarus due to her fight for freedom and justice through her music, she will hypnotize you with her ritualistic vocals and multi-layered compositions, darkening our hearts, our thoughts and our minds faster than the night comes. If you have what it takes to face such a deep dark, you’re more than welcome to join The Headbanging Moose on this humble tribute to one of the must-see names of the music scene worldwide.
Born on February 21, 1989 in Minsk, the capital of Belarus, but currently residing in Warsaw, Poland for not-very-nice reasons (which will be explained in detail shortly), Katsiaryna is not only an accomplished vocalist and lyricist, but she’s also a digital creator, studied Scientific and Production Activity (or “научно-производственная деятельность”) at Belarusian State University (BSU), and studied Radio Engineering and Electronics (or “Факультет радиотехники и электроники”) at Belarusian State University of Informatics and Radioelectronics (BSUIR), or БГУИР, and all of those courses of course helped her develop skills that would be extremely useful in her career as a professional musician.
As already mentioned, Katsiaryna is the striking frontwoman for Depressive Doom/Post-Black Metal entity Dymna Lotva, formed in 2015 by our she-wolf, who goes by the moniker Nokt Aeon, and guitarist and bassist Yauheni “Jaŭhien” Charkasau, drawing inspiration from the history and culture of Belarus, evoking the mystical fog and ancient marshes of their homeland. As a matter of fact, Dymna Lotva translates from Belarusian as “swamp in smoke,” referencing the devastating atrocities and burned villages of Polesia, a deeply distinct geographic and cultural region that extends across southern Belarus into Ukraine and Poland. Guitarist Mikita Stankevich and drummer Wojciech “Bocian” Muchowicz complete the band’s current lineup, and if you have never heard anything about such an amazing metal ensemble, don’t waste another second and go listen to their entire discography because they surely kick some serious ass.
There’s an interesting story behind the creation of the band over a decade ago, linked to the news of Belarusian writer Svetlana Alexandrovna Alexievich winning the Nobel Prize in Literature. “I remember when I read the book, and it was so terrific. I was going home with a big idea that I needed to make a song for the part of the book with quotes from Lyudmila Ignatenko, the widow of the Chernobyl liquidator, and her account of her husband, Vasily Ivanovich Ignatenko. If you watched the Chernobyl Netflix series, you might remember her as the main character. She’s a real person; she’s still alive, living in Kyiv, and these are her real words,” commented our metal diva. “The same day, I was checking a certain metal forum in case somebody was searching for musicians. I read that Jaŭhien was searching for a vocalist for his post-metal project, and I wrote to him that maybe I could help. I said I knew almost everybody and could bring him the vocalist he wanted. He said that I was OK and that he didn’t need another vocalist. So let’s do it. I told him about the idea I had and that we needed to make that song. I asked him to send me some material, and he did it, and one of the songs fit. So, for our first single, Самотны чалавечы голас, I just read that monologue. So, officially, our birthday was on 8 October 2015.”
Katsiaryna has no idea if Svetlana knows she was the inspiration for the band, saying she tried to contact her without much success. At least she was able to contact her agent to discuss the author rights to use Svetlana’s text for a song. “So, we have rights if it’s not commercial. I think we are still not a commercial band because selling 500 copies of the album is not really commercial.” Furthermore, their second album is fully based on Svetlana’s book Chernobyl Prayer, a collection of real people’s stories and monologues. “We were just going through this book and did the lyrics for the album,” she commented in one of her interviews.
Speaking of their discography, Dymna Lotva have already released upon humanity four full-length records, those being Зямля пад чорнымі крыламі: Дрыгва (which translates from Belarusian to “The Land Under the Black Wings: Swamp”), from 2016, where Katsiaryna was responsible for the vocals and lyrics, and also played the flute; Палын (or “Wormwood” in English, dedicated to the liquidation of the consequences of the Chernobyl disaster), from 2017, where she also took care of the vocal duties and lyrics; Зямля пад чорнымі крыламі: Кроў (or “The Land Under the Black Wings: Blood”), from 2023, also doing vocals, writing all lyrics, playing the flute, and being responsible for the artwork; and more recently Vyraj ( a mythical realm to where birds migrate for the winter, and where the souls of the departed find their final rest), also doing all vocals, lyrics, and playing the flute, all available on BandCamp and on Spotify.
You can also go to YouTube and enjoy their official videos for some amazing tunes the likes of Buried Alive, Zory, The Boat Of Despair, Return My Coffin Home, Death Kisses Your Eyes, Come and See, Hell, among others, and visit the band’s YouTube channel, where you’ll find amazing footage from their breathtaking live performances such as for the songs The Pit, Dead Don’t Hurt, Buried Alive and Ravens Are Also Mortal, as well as full concerts like live at Brugge Club in 2019, and live at Metal Mine Festival in 2024. While listening to their music, you’ll soon realize most of their songs are in their mother tongue, with the song titles and lyrics in Cyrillic, and the fact that countless fans around the world won’t fully understand their lyrics doesn’t seem to be an issue to them. Another important detail is the difficult task to categorize the music by Dymna Lotva due to their always shape-shifting fusion of atmospheric and dark styles like Doom and Black Metal with Folk and Experimental Metal. Katsiaryna said they’re similar to Austrian Black/Folk Metal entity Perchta in style, but even so, comparing Dymna Lotva and Perchta is not an easy challenge.
Apart from her career with Dymna Lotva, Katsiaryna can be found as the vocalist for a crushing Polish-Belarusian party-DSBM and Post-Black Metal outfit named Hangover in Minsk, formed in 2024 out of a drunken bus-ride debate by members of Dymna Lotva, also under the moniker Nokt Aeon. Born in 2024 on a brutal 12-hour drive from Munich to Warsaw after the Dark Easter Metal Meeting when the Dymna Lotva crew couldn’t agree on tour tunes with a hangover, they forged their own brand of “Depressive Beer Metal,” having released in 2025 their debut effort Party Is Over, available on both BandCamp and Spotify. Their music is melancholic, dark and haunting, just like in the official videos for the songs Farewell and Party is Over, and I can’t wait to see what’s next for this interesting alter-ego by the Dymna Lotva brigade.
Before and during her career with Dymna Lotva, the unstoppable Katsiaryna was the vocalist and lyricist for a Depressive Black Metal project named Absence of Life between 2018 and 2022, together with a former member of Dymna Lotva named Forladt. They recorded together the 2018 EP The Fall, and the 2021 full-length Instinct of Self-Destruction, both also available on BandCamp and on Spotify. Another band featuring our she-demon on vocals was Belarusian Gothic Metal band Aconitum, with whom she recorded the vocals and flute for their 2018 EP Недолго. Несчастливо. (having also taken care of the EP recording process). The band split up in 2018, but you can still enjoy the full EP with Katsiaryna on vocals on BandCamp. And finally, she also sang on the 2015 single Навальніца, by Belarusian Atmospheric Black Metal project Трызна, and sang live with Belarusian Blackened Death Metal horde Dwellstorm Borned in 2018.
As a guest musician, you can find Katsiaryna lending her stunning vocals to an array of distinct bands. For instance, she recorded the vocals on the song Falsygen Mask, from the 2015 single Black Depth Domain, by the probably now defunct Belarusian Groove/Death Metal band Apologeth; choir vocals for the Twisted Sisters’ cover We’re Not Gonna Take It, from the 2020 album Pandechristmas, by Belgian Heavy Metal machine Déhà; vocals on the 2018 single Demons and Witches, by the aforementioned Dwellstorm Borned; vocals on the 2018 single Петля времён, by Belarusian Black Metal horde Engraving Infinity; vocals on the 2019 album Before It All, by Belgian Depressive Black Metal entity The Penitent (another one of the excellent project by Déhà); and vocals on the 2019 album Far Away from the Painless Life, by Mexican Depressive Black Metal outfit Traurigkeit. Not only that, she also worked on grammatic consultations for the 2020 EP Час адплаты, крыві і смутку, by Ukrainian Black Metal duo Цемра.
Regarding her idols and influences, our dauntless metaller mentioned Lisa Gerrard of Dead Can Dance and Aaron Stainthorpe of My Dying Bride as two of her major influences, as well as Ville Valo and his HIM. In addition, despite the fact the initial idea behind Dymna Lotva was to write music based on the fictional work of Edgar Allan Poe, they became an anti-regime band, reclaiming parts of the Belarusian culture that Alexander Lukashenko’s predominantly Russian-speaking administration has tried to suppress. “He hates our culture and language,” commented Katsiaryna. “I’ve been in love with Belarusian culture since I was a teenager, and I started to collect books about native language and pagan traditions. We based our lyrics and concepts on legends, literature and history.” By the way, Alexander Lukashenko has been the first and only president of Belarus since the office’s establishment in 1994, making him the current longest-tenured European president.
However, before talking about the band’s conflict with the Lukashenko administration, let’s discuss the impact of Dymna Lotva when the band hits the stages. “I can call our show an emotional exhibitionism. If you want to drink beer and cry, please come to our show. After the concert, you can drink even more beer with us,” said Katsiaryna when asked what the audience can expect from their live performances. Always eager to go onstage and play their music to rock and metal fans from all over the world, the band had to flee their homeland in 2021 after getting involved in the mass protests that were happening all over their homeland then, performing music and opening their homes to offer food and medicine to those who were injured. When two members of the band Irdorath, and singer Lesley Knife of Gods Tower (with whom they had recorded the protest song Да Волі (or “To Freedom”) were arrested, they knew it was time to run away. “We had some shows planned, and the promoters called us to say that someone from the Ministry of Culture had pressured them to remove us from their events, else they would be imprisoned and their clubs closed. We started to live in places we weren’t renting officially, so that they would not find us. Eventually, we knew it was time to go.”
Now based in Poland, they continue to sing songs filled with grief and pain, writing lyrics lyrics based on true stories from the rich history of Belarus, filled with sorrow from historical events or folklore while new horrors are committed in their country every single day. Belarus has a lot of excellent metal bands, including for example, Eximperitus, Belle Morte, and Ciemra, but Lukashenko’s administration has repeatedly squashed them to pieces since he got into power. “So many bands have been imprisoned for playing metal music,” she said in one of her interviews. “You cannot organize any underground concerts, clubs are forcibly closed. Every generation starts new bands who are then forced to emigrate or disband. It’s a miracle that we have one metal band who have played since the end of the 80’s, Gods Tower.”
Katsiaryna actually moved first to Ukraine, then from Ukraine to Poland in 2022, and at least while Lukashenko is the Belarusian leader they cannot return to their homeland, otherwise they’ll certainly go to jail. Jaŭhien is considered a “terrorist” by the Belarusian government, while Katsiaryna is an “extremist.” The band’s videos were officially declared “extremist” in December 2025, and there are several additional criminal cases pending in Belarus courts that are very similar to what’s happening with Dymna Lotva. Not only that, Belarus officials are also using their accusations against Katsiaryna to imprison the band’s Belarusian fans who simply liked, reposted or commented on their videos online.
“Every presidential election after his first one has been stolen,” mentioned Katsiaryna about the “unofficial dictatorship” imposed by Lukashenko. “It’s not normal. Opposition has been put in prison, some of them murdered, hanged in the forest. Murders, repression, stolen money, stolen land. That is dictatorship in Belarus.” Granted international protection status in Poland in 2022 alongside Jaŭhien, and living with her fellow Belarusian refugee cat Beelzebub, she mentioned their escape from Belarus to Ukraine wasn’t an easy one, as they had to go though Russia first. “We got into Russia by train, and there was a document check near the end of our journey. We stayed and hid inside the train a little longer,” she commented. “If we had gone to the nearest official shelter or to our flat, we would be dead.”
It was only in 2023 when the duo was able to restart Dymna Lotva, releasing their third album that same year, as already mentioned, and making an emotional return to the stages at Prophecy Fest in Germany. “We had just released our new album, so we thought that nobody had heard about Dymna Lotva. When we came to the stage and saw this big crowd, it was like, ‘Whaaaat?!’ Our bassist Jaŭhien was in Warsaw, because his new Polish documents weren’t ready in time. So we placed his bass on the stage, put the Belarusian national flag on it, and I told the public our bassist was a ghost.”
The Belarusian government’s ban on their music has made them determined to keep moving forward no matter what, resulting in their fourth album Vyraj, incorporating their experiences while using a concept about a passage through the Underworld as an allegory for emigration out of one’s country due to war and oppression. Unfortunately, she has no idea if she’ll ever be able to return to Belarus and play her music again in her homeland. “Every year we are further away from Belarus. Two years ago, all of us would have said, ‘Yes.’ Now, we’re not so sure. I definitely want, when the regime falls, to stage our own metal festival in Belarus. I want to go home and make something good for the scene there. It would be hard though, because most of the people we love are not in Belarus anymore.”
As a huge supporter of not only the underground, but also of freedom of speech and of justice, The Headbanging Moose truly hopes Dymna Lotva can one day return home and kick some ass with their beautiful music. Several bands might sing about wars and battles, but deep down inside they just want to show their fans how horrible those things are. Metalheads only want peace, they just want to be able to hit the stages all across the world and bring happiness to their fans through their music and concerts, and Dymna Lotva might be one of the most important leaders of that movement in music nowadays. In the meantime, while the war and dictatorship in Belarus linger, let’s show our utmost support to Katsiaryna by listening to Dymna Lotva’s music, buying their merch, attending their concerts, and raising our fists together with her and her bandmates. Oppression and dictatorship have no place in the Heavy Metal universe. Long live Nokt Aeon! Long live Dymna Lotva!
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“I have already found a good place for my grave, though. When I die, I’ll be in Belarus.” – Katsiaryna Mankevich
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