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Metal Chick of the Month – Katsiaryna Mankevich

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I searched for my fate, wore my feet raw on the stones, barefoot I walked… Bring my body home, promise me…

September is that type of month that you never know how its going to be. It’s sometimes scorching, sometimes cold. However, one thing is certain, and that’s darkness will keep growing as the month progresses. Hence, there’s nothing better than celebrating the arrival of the longer nights with the obscure fusion of Post-Black Metal with even darker styles such as Doom and Depressive Black Metal by Dymna Lotva, spearheaded by our metal lady of the month, the indomitable Katsiaryna Mankevich, or Кацярына Манкевіч, also known by her stage moniker Nokt Aeon, or simply Nokt. Considered an “extremist” in her homeland Belarus due to her fight for freedom and justice through her music, she will hypnotize you with her ritualistic vocals and multi-layered compositions,  darkening our hearts, our thoughts and our minds faster than the night comes. If you have what it takes to face such a deep dark, you’re more than welcome to join The Headbanging Moose on this humble tribute to one of the must-see names of the music scene worldwide.

Born on February 21, 1989 in Minsk, the capital of Belarus, but currently residing in Warsaw, Poland for not-very-nice reasons (which will be explained in detail shortly), Katsiaryna is not only an accomplished vocalist and lyricist, but she’s also a digital creator, studied Scientific and Production Activity (or “научно-производственная деятельность”) at Belarusian State University (BSU), and studied Radio Engineering and Electronics (or “Факультет радиотехники и электроники”) at  Belarusian State University of Informatics and Radioelectronics (BSUIR), or БГУИР, and all of those courses of course helped her develop skills that would be extremely useful in her career as a professional musician.

As already mentioned, Katsiaryna is the striking frontwoman for Depressive Doom/Post-Black Metal entity Dymna Lotva, formed in 2015 by our she-wolf, who goes by the moniker Nokt Aeon, and guitarist and bassist Yauheni “Jaŭhien” Charkasau, drawing inspiration from the history and culture of Belarus, evoking the mystical fog and ancient marshes of their homeland. As a matter of fact, Dymna Lotva translates from Belarusian as “swamp in smoke,” referencing the devastating atrocities and burned villages of Polesia, a deeply distinct geographic and cultural region that extends across southern Belarus into Ukraine and Poland. Guitarist Mikita Stankevich and drummer Wojciech “Bocian” Muchowicz complete the band’s current lineup, and if you have never heard anything about such an amazing metal ensemble, don’t waste another second and go listen to their entire discography because they surely kick some serious ass.

There’s an interesting story behind the creation of the band over a decade ago, linked to the news of Belarusian writer Svetlana Alexandrovna Alexievich winning the Nobel Prize in Literature. “I remember when I read the book, and it was so terrific. I was going home with a big idea that I needed to make a song for the part of the book with quotes from Lyudmila Ignatenko, the widow of the Chernobyl liquidator, and her account of her husband, Vasily Ivanovich Ignatenko. If you watched the Chernobyl Netflix series, you might remember her as the main character. She’s a real person; she’s still alive, living in Kyiv, and these are her real words,” commented our metal diva. “The same day, I was checking a certain metal forum in case somebody was searching for musicians. I read that Jaŭhien was searching for a vocalist for his post-metal project, and I wrote to him that maybe I could help. I said I knew almost everybody and could bring him the vocalist he wanted. He said that I was OK and that he didn’t need another vocalist. So let’s do it. I told him about the idea I had and that we needed to make that song. I asked him to send me some material, and he did it, and one of the songs fit. So, for our first single, Самотны чалавечы голас, I just read that monologue. So, officially, our birthday was on 8 October 2015.”

Katsiaryna has no idea if Svetlana knows she was the inspiration for the band, saying she tried to contact her without much success. At least she was able to contact her agent to discuss the author rights to use Svetlana’s text for a song. “So, we have rights if it’s not commercial. I think we are still not a commercial band because selling 500 copies of the album is not really commercial.” Furthermore, their second album is fully based on Svetlana’s book Chernobyl Prayer, a collection of real people’s stories and monologues. “We were just going through this book and did the lyrics for the album,” she commented in one of her interviews.

Speaking of their discography, Dymna Lotva have already released upon humanity four full-length records, those being Зямля пад чорнымі крыламі: Дрыгва (which translates from Belarusian to “The Land Under the Black Wings: Swamp”), from 2016, where Katsiaryna was responsible for the vocals and lyrics, and also played the flute; Палын (or “Wormwood” in English, dedicated to the liquidation of the consequences of the Chernobyl disaster), from 2017, where she also took care of the vocal duties and lyrics; Зямля пад чорнымі крыламі: Кроў (or “The Land Under the Black Wings: Blood”), from 2023, also doing vocals, writing all lyrics, playing the flute, and being responsible for the artwork; and more recently Vyraj ( a mythical realm to where birds migrate for the winter, and where the souls of the departed find their final rest), also doing all vocals, lyrics, and playing the flute, all available on BandCamp and on Spotify.

You can also go to YouTube and enjoy their official videos for some amazing tunes the likes of Buried Alive, Zory, The Boat Of Despair, Return My Coffin Home, Death Kisses Your Eyes, Come and See, Hell, among others, and visit the band’s YouTube channel, where you’ll find amazing footage from their breathtaking live performances such as for the songs The Pit, Dead Don’t Hurt, Buried Alive and Ravens Are Also Mortal, as well as full concerts like live at Brugge Club in 2019, and live at Metal Mine Festival in 2024. While listening to their music, you’ll soon realize most of their songs are in their mother tongue, with the song titles and lyrics in Cyrillic, and the fact that countless fans around the world won’t fully understand their lyrics doesn’t seem to be an issue to them. Another important detail is the difficult task to categorize the music by Dymna Lotva due to their always shape-shifting fusion of atmospheric and dark styles like Doom and Black Metal with Folk and Experimental Metal. Katsiaryna said they’re similar to Austrian Black/Folk Metal entity Perchta in style, but even so, comparing Dymna Lotva and Perchta is not an easy challenge.

Apart from her career with Dymna Lotva, Katsiaryna can be found as the vocalist for a crushing Polish-Belarusian party-DSBM and Post-Black Metal outfit named Hangover in Minsk, formed in 2024 out of a drunken bus-ride debate by members of Dymna Lotva, also under the moniker Nokt Aeon. Born in 2024 on a brutal 12-hour drive from Munich to Warsaw after the Dark Easter Metal Meeting when the Dymna Lotva crew couldn’t agree on tour tunes with a hangover, they forged their own brand of “Depressive Beer Metal,” having released in 2025 their debut effort Party Is Over, available on both BandCamp and Spotify. Their music is melancholic, dark and haunting, just like in the official videos for the songs Farewell and Party is Over, and I can’t wait to see what’s next for this interesting alter-ego by the Dymna Lotva brigade.

Before and during her career with Dymna Lotva, the unstoppable Katsiaryna was the vocalist and lyricist for a Depressive Black Metal project named Absence of Life between 2018 and 2022, together with a former member of Dymna Lotva named Forladt. They recorded together the 2018 EP The Fall, and the 2021 full-length Instinct of Self​-​Destruction, both also available on BandCamp and on Spotify. Another band featuring our she-demon on vocals was Belarusian Gothic Metal band Aconitum, with whom she recorded the vocals and flute for their 2018 EP Недолго. Несчастливо. (having also taken care of the EP recording process). The band split up in 2018, but you can still enjoy the full EP with Katsiaryna on vocals on BandCamp. And finally, she also sang on the 2015 single Навальніца, by Belarusian Atmospheric Black Metal project Трызна, and sang live with Belarusian Blackened Death Metal horde Dwellstorm Borned in 2018.

As a guest musician, you can find Katsiaryna lending her stunning vocals to an array of distinct bands. For instance, she recorded the vocals on the song Falsygen Mask, from the 2015 single Black Depth Domain, by the probably now defunct Belarusian Groove/Death Metal band Apologeth; choir vocals for the Twisted Sisters’ cover We’re Not Gonna Take It, from the 2020 album Pandechristmas, by Belgian Heavy Metal machine Déhà; vocals on the 2018 single Demons and Witches, by the aforementioned Dwellstorm Borned; vocals on the 2018 single Петля времён, by Belarusian Black Metal horde Engraving Infinity; vocals on the 2019 album Before It All, by Belgian Depressive Black Metal entity The Penitent (another one of the excellent project by Déhà); and vocals on the 2019 album Far Away from the Painless Life, by Mexican Depressive Black Metal outfit Traurigkeit. Not only that, she also worked on grammatic consultations for the 2020 EP Час адплаты, крыві і смутку, by Ukrainian Black Metal duo Цемра.

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Regarding her idols and influences, our dauntless metaller mentioned Lisa Gerrard of Dead Can Dance and Aaron Stainthorpe of My Dying Bride as two of her major influences, as well as Ville Valo and his HIM. In addition, despite the fact the initial idea behind Dymna Lotva was to write music based on the fictional work of Edgar Allan Poe, they became an anti-regime band, reclaiming parts of the Belarusian culture that Alexander Lukashenko’s predominantly Russian-speaking administration has tried to suppress. “He hates our culture and language,” commented Katsiaryna. “I’ve been in love with Belarusian culture since I was a teenager, and I started to collect books about native language and pagan traditions. We based our lyrics and concepts on legends, literature and history.” By the way, Alexander Lukashenko has been the first and only president of Belarus since the office’s establishment in 1994, making him the current longest-tenured European president.

However, before talking about the band’s conflict with the Lukashenko administration, let’s discuss the impact of Dymna Lotva when the band hits the stages. “I can call our show an emotional exhibitionism. If you want to drink beer and cry, please come to our show. After the concert, you can drink even more beer with us,” said Katsiaryna when asked what the audience can expect from their live performances. Always eager to go onstage and play their music to rock and metal fans from all over the world, the band had to flee their homeland in 2021 after getting involved in the mass protests that were happening all over their homeland then, performing music and opening their homes to offer food and medicine to those who were injured. When two members of the band Irdorath, and singer Lesley Knife of Gods Tower (with whom they had recorded the protest song Да Волі (or “To Freedom”) were arrested, they knew it was time to run away. “We had some shows planned, and the promoters called us to say that someone from the Ministry of Culture had pressured them to remove us from their events, else they would be imprisoned and their clubs closed. We started to live in places we weren’t renting officially, so that they would not find us. Eventually, we knew it was time to go.”

Now based in Poland, they continue to sing songs filled with grief and pain, writing lyrics lyrics based on true stories from the rich history of Belarus, filled with sorrow from historical events or folklore while new horrors are committed in their country every single day. Belarus has a lot of excellent metal bands, including for example, Eximperitus, Belle Morte, and Ciemra, but Lukashenko’s administration has repeatedly squashed them to pieces since he got into power. “So many bands have been imprisoned for playing metal music,” she said in one of her interviews. “You cannot organize any underground concerts, clubs are forcibly closed. Every generation starts new bands who are then forced to emigrate or disband. It’s a miracle that we have one metal band who have played since the end of the 80’s, Gods Tower.”

Katsiaryna actually moved first to Ukraine, then from Ukraine to Poland in 2022, and at least while Lukashenko is the Belarusian leader they cannot return to their homeland, otherwise they’ll certainly go to jail. Jaŭhien is considered a “terrorist” by the Belarusian government, while Katsiaryna is an “extremist.” The band’s videos were officially declared “extremist” in December 2025, and there are several additional criminal cases pending in Belarus courts that are very similar to what’s happening with Dymna Lotva. Not only that, Belarus officials are also using their accusations against Katsiaryna to imprison the band’s Belarusian fans who simply liked, reposted or commented on their videos online.

“Every presidential election after his first one has been stolen,” mentioned Katsiaryna about the “unofficial dictatorship” imposed by Lukashenko. “It’s not normal. Opposition has been put in prison, some of them murdered, hanged in the forest. Murders, repression, stolen money, stolen land. That is dictatorship in Belarus.” Granted international protection status in Poland in 2022 alongside Jaŭhien, and living with her fellow Belarusian refugee cat Beelzebub, she mentioned their escape from Belarus to Ukraine wasn’t an easy one, as they had to go though Russia first. “We got into Russia by train, and there was a document check near the end of our journey. We stayed and hid inside the train a little longer,” she commented. “If we had gone to the nearest official shelter or to our flat, we would be dead.”

It was only in 2023 when the duo was able to restart Dymna Lotva, releasing their third album that same year, as already mentioned, and making an emotional return to the stages at Prophecy Fest in Germany. “We had just released our new album, so we thought that nobody had heard about Dymna Lotva. When we came to the stage and saw this big crowd, it was like, ‘Whaaaat?!’ Our bassist Jaŭhien was in Warsaw, because his new Polish documents weren’t ready in time. So we placed his bass on the stage, put the Belarusian national flag on it, and I told the public our bassist was a ghost.”

The Belarusian government’s ban on their music has made them determined to keep moving forward no matter what, resulting in their fourth album Vyraj, incorporating their experiences while using a concept about a passage through the Underworld as an allegory for emigration out of one’s country due to war and oppression. Unfortunately, she has no idea if she’ll ever be able to return to Belarus and play her music again in her homeland. “Every year we are further away from Belarus. Two years ago, all of us would have said, ‘Yes.’ Now, we’re not so sure. I definitely want, when the regime falls, to stage our own metal festival in Belarus. I want to go home and make something good for the scene there. It would be hard though, because most of the people we love are not in Belarus anymore.”

As a huge supporter of not only the underground, but also of freedom of speech and of justice, The Headbanging Moose truly hopes Dymna Lotva can one day return home and kick some ass with their beautiful music. Several bands might sing about wars and battles, but deep down inside they just want to show their fans how horrible those things are. Metalheads only want peace, they just want to be able to hit the stages all across the world and bring happiness to their fans through their music and concerts, and Dymna Lotva might be one of the most important leaders of that movement in music nowadays. In the meantime, while the war and dictatorship in Belarus linger, let’s show our utmost support to Katsiaryna by listening to Dymna Lotva’s music, buying their merch, attending their concerts, and raising our fists together with her and her bandmates. Oppression and dictatorship have no place in the Heavy Metal universe. Long live Nokt Aeon! Long live Dymna Lotva!

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“I have already found a good place for my grave, though. When I die, I’ll be in Belarus.” – Katsiaryna Mankevich

Album Review – Dymna Lotva / Vyraj (2026)

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Continuing to carry the torch of rebellion, this Post-Black and Doom Metal entity is taking a quantum leap with their fourth studio album, revolving around the concept of “Belarusian ethno-astronomy.”

Continuing to carry the torch of rebellion, which is only natural as the founding members had to flee their native Belarus due to political persecution and continued attempts by the Lukashenka regime to censor and suppress their art, Warsaw, Poland-based Post-Black/Doom Metal act Dymna Lotva (which translates from Belarusian as “swamp in smoke,” referencing the devastating atrocities and burned villages of Polesia, a deeply distinct geographic and cultural region that extends across southern Belarus into Ukraine and Poland) is taking a quantum leap in their rapid musical evolution with their fourth studio album, titled Vyraj. Recorded at Everest Studio (vocals), at Hata Studio (guitars and bass), and at Studio Młyn (drums), the new album by Katsiaryna “Nokt Aeon” Mankevich on vocals and traditional flutes, Jauhien Charkasau on the guitars, bass and keyboards, Mikita Stankevich also on the guitars, and Wojciech “Bocian” Muchowicz on drums revolves around a main concept that could be described as “Belarusian ethno-astronomy.” In Slavonic legends, the starry sky is associated both with the afterlife and with journeys, which becomes closely intertwined with the musicians’ personal experience of forced emigration. This idea is captured in the album title, which is a mythical realm to where birds migrate for the winter, and where the souls of the departed find their final rest.

Zory sounds and feels darkly captivating from the very first second, with Jauhien, Mikita and Wojciech crafting the perfect atmosphere for the she-devil screams by Katsiaryna, evolving into a dark and wild beast of Post-Black Metal; and the band then showcases their ritualistic side in Veha, offering cryptic vocalizations while Wojciech dictates the pace with his thunderous beats and fills, also boosted by the Stygian harp by guest Deanna F. and the child vocals by Miraslava Palynskaya and Jan Palynski. The Boat of Despair brings forward another brilliant fusion of tribal sounds and the electricity of Black and Doom Metal, with the haunting vocals by the one and only Aaron Stainthorpe (High Parasite, My Dying Bride) clashing majestically with Katsiaryna’s desperate roars; whereas Viedmieragina will pierce our minds with its scorching Black and Folk Metal elements, not to mention Jauhien and Mikita are ruthless with their Melodic Death Metal-inspired riffs.

Niama Darohi showcases a more atmospheric side of the band, inviting our souls to wonder through the vast Stygian lands rules by Dymna Lotva while the keys by Jauhien sound absolutely enfolding. Then we have Bu Samoje (featuring Andrii “Deicider” Sovgar, Jan Mačuĺski, Aliaksandr Čarnuha, Jauhien and Mikita as the “Balbuta Choir”), their most Folk Metal song of all, as if the band and their guests were united around the fire for a sacrifice; followed by Usta Za Mianie, the most generic of all songs, lacking the same dynamism and energy of its predecessors. Last but not least we face Return My Coffin Home, featuring guests Ingvarr (Schreigarm) on vocals, Déhà (Wolvennest, Silver Knife, Slow) on fretless bass, and Velzevul on backing vocals and FX, a stunning Melodic Black Metal aria to conclude their ritualistic feast, with all harsh and clean vocals sounding stunning.

Although Vyraj is still based on a solid foundation of Black and Post-Black Metal, the band moves far beyond any easy labelling by also drawing inspiration from Doom, Heavy, and Progressive Metal, while venturing even deeper by incorporating elements from electronic music, goth, and folklore. The album is a cornucopia of great songs that are atmospherically dense and invite the listener onto an emotional roller-coaster ride from the darkest depth of depression and fear, via raw anger and defiance, to heights of ecstatic exhilaration, and if you want to know more about those rebellious Belarusian dissidents and their music, you can find them on Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, and Spotify, and purchase their new album from BandCamp, from Prophecy Productions, or by clicking HERE. In a nutshell, Vyraj is a musical kaleidoscope with ever changing patterns and sonic colours of remarkable beauty that often dissolves into captivating melodies that at times even achieve a pop-like appeal, and once you start listening to the album, get ready to be consumed by its beauty and energy.

Best moments of the album: Zory, The Boat of Despair and Return My Coffin Home.

Worst moments of the album: Usta Za Mianie.

Released in 2026 Prophecy Productions

Track listing
1. Zory 4:48
2. Veha 7:01
3. The Boat of Despair 5:31
4. Viedmieragina 5:36
5. Niama Darohi 4:29
6. Bu Samoje 4:38
7. Usta Za Mianie 4:35
8. Return My Coffin Home 8:10

Band members
Katsiaryna “Nokt Aeon” Mankevich – vocals, traditional flutes
Jauhien Charkasau – guitars, bass, keyboards
Mikita Stankevich – guitars, backing vocals
Wojciech “Bocian” Muchowicz – drums

Guest musicians
Aaron Stainthorpe – vocals on “The Boat of Despair”
Ingvarr – vocals on “Return My Coffin Home”
Déhà – fretless bass on “Return My Coffin Home”
Deanna F. – harp on “Veha”
Andrii “Deicider” Sovgar – backing vocals on “Bu Samoje”
Miraslava Palynskaya & Jan Palynski – child vocals on “Veha”
Velzevul – backing vocals & FX on “Return My Coffin Home”
Andrii “Deicider” Sovgar, Jan Mačuĺski, Aliaksandr Čarnuha, Jauhien & Mikita – Balbuta Choir on “Bu Samoje”

Metal Chick of the Month – S Caedes

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Black Metal is the air that she breathes!

If you agree with the statement that humanity is a mistake, you’ll have an absolute blast with our metal lady of this month of April here on The Headbanging Moose, setting fire to our rotten and decaying world with her inhumane gnarls, unique looks and devilish attitude. Known in the underworld of extreme music as the ruthless frontwoman for bands the likes of Lebenssucht, Humanitas Error Est and I Am All Wounds, she’s the perfect depiction of the importance of women in the current Black Metal scene worldwide, inviting us all to her Stygian lair to the sound of her sulfurous and harsh yet mesmerizing music. Her name is Anett Hauzu or Anett Gebauer, but you might know her for her demonic monicker S Caedes, a German Black Metal she-wolf that will crush your damned soul with her undeniable talent and passion for the darkest side of music and arts in general.

Born and raised in Leipzig, the most populous city in the German state of Saxony, S Caedes, which by the way is the combination of “sadist” (S) and “carnage” (Caedes, in Latin), with both words standing for her character, is much more than “just” a Black Metal vocalist, being also a skillful and innovative photographer and model, and according to S Caedes herself, she’s also a “blood fetishista” and a “fucked up mind”. Married to Australian vocalist and multi-instrumentalist Chris Gebauer, of bands such as Deadspace, Humanitas Error Est and I Am All Wounds (and as you might have notice, those two are definitely “partners in crime” in most of their music projects), S Caedes mentioned in one of her interviews that she was discovering different styles of metal music when she was around 12 or 13 years old, getting to know Black Metal and falling in love with it at the age of 14, saying Black Metal was then able to provide her with a special feeling that no other type of music could. “It’s just the feeling of knowing exactly where you stand with yourself. I’m strictly anti-religious and disgusted by humanity. It’s not an empty phrase for me, it’s just… me. Black Metal stands for the hate and aggression I always had and still have inside. I can’t put it better in words. When you’re really into Black Metal, you’ll know what I mean. Either you feel it or not,” commented S Caedes, who also said that after discovering Black Metal she always wanted to be on stage and scream the hell out of her throat, but she didn’t do anything to create a band then.

It was close to the end of 2012 when S Caedes together with drummer Ahephaïm started searching for musicians to finally form a Black Metal band, which was the initial spark for what would become Leipzig, Germany-based Brutal Black Metal entity Humanitas Error Est. One year later, S Caedes and Ahephaïm finally had a complete band lineup and started creating songs for their first album as Humanitas Error Est, resulting in their 2016 eleven-track beast Human Pathomorphism. A project with negative thoughts against any religions and pure misanthropy, Humanitas Erorr Est “is about confronting the world with its own brutality, its own sadism, its own hypocritical statement of liberty. It’s about unleashing indomitability, stir up hatred. It’s a scornful critical examination at mankind itself,” as stated by the band itself, with their name being the idea of Ahephaïm, a very unique, not cliché-ridden name that represents exactly what they stand for, meaning as already mentioned “humanity is a mistake” or “humanity is an error” in Latin.

After the tough decision of disbanding in 2019, S Caedes and Ahephaïm spent the better half of 2019 and early 2020 searching for the right musicians to propel them forward, with their new lineup being comprised of our metal lady and the band’s drummer, of course, together with Basmu (aka Chris Gebauer) on vocals, Arboria and Mictician on the guitars, and Fenrir on bass, turning the band into a multinational horde with members from Germany, Belgium, France and Australia. After the band being reborn like a phoenix, a new song was released back in 2020 entitled An Inexcusable Existence, available for purchase directly from their BandCamp page, following the same misanthropic and anti-human tropes expressed in their earlier work, and you can compare their new sound with their older songs the likes of Raping Religions and Pain Feeder to see their inner fire is still intact. Moreover, the band is currently working on a new album, which I’m sure will be amazingly brutal.

Her other major band, the venomous Depressive Suicidal Black Metal outfit Lebenssucht, is also a multi-national group with most members being the same as from Humanitas Error Est, those being S Caedes on vocals,  Ahephaïm on drums, Arboria on the guitars, Basmu on bass, and the non-Humanitas Error Est member Irleskan, from Austria, on lead guitars. One interesting fact about Lebenssucht is that the band was originally formed by S Caedes and Ahephaïm together with a third member, renowned vocalist and multi-instrumentalist Déhà (from bands like Acathexis, Déhà and Yhdarl, among several others, and who also mastered the debut album by Humanitas Error Est), who left the band in 2019. Despite not being a member of Lebenssucht anymore, Déhà is seen like a brother by S Caedes, showing all respect and admiration they have for each other. Lebenssucht, which means “lust for life” or “life addiction”, don’t have any limits as per S Caedes herself, and although the style played by the band is labeled as Depressive Suicidal Black Metal, the project is not about bringing hatred to the world. “It’s about enjoying your life, no matter what price you have to pay for. It’s about turning negativity into strength. Life is our drug,” commented S Caedes. If you want to properly experience the music by Lebenssucht, you can find their 2016 debut EP Fucking My Knife and their 2020 full-length opus -273​,​15°C (which represents absolute zero, the lowest possible temperature where heat energy is absent in a substance) on Spotify and on BandCamp, and enjoy the officials videos for A Hole in My Heart, Mirrors and Beloved Depression on YouTube, and stay tuned as their next album is going to sound even harsher, according to S Caedes herself.

Apart from her work with Humanitas Error Est and Lebenssucht, the unstoppable S Caedes is also one half of the stunning Black Metal duo  I Am All Wounds, together with her life partner Chris Gebauer, describing their music as “two souls colliding in a frenzied internal storm”, or “a sonic illustration of two beings woven together in fervent longing, an unyielding force,” having recorded the EP Keep Me Breathing in 2020, available on their BandCamp page and which contains the beautiful song You’re The Air That I Breathe. Not only that, she has also participated in a live improvisation recording named XXVI – IX – MMXV together with Ahephaïm and Déhà, recorded on September 26, 2015 (but released only in 2020) at Gate 32 Studios in Sofia, Bulgaria.

If you think all of those bands are projects are enough for S Caedes, you’re absolutely wrong, as our diva of darkness can also be found as a guest vocalist in the song Libido Dominandi, from the 2019 EP of the same name released by Australian Depressive Black/Gothic Metal act Deadspace; and also doing vocals on the songs The Unfair Betrayal, Insomnia and Morbus, from the 2019 album Morbus, and additional vocals on the 2019 live album Live at Brutal Assault 2017, both by Déhà’s Drone/Doom/Black Metal project Yhdarl; plus a couple of other guest appearances with the Black Metal bands Withering Night and Absolutus. Do you want more? What if I told you S Caedes was also the artwork model and was responsible for the editing in Deadspace’s 2019 EP Libido Dominandi; took care of the logo and layout for the 2020 EP Nuclear Sundown, by German Black/Doom Metal one-man project Exitium Sui; did the photography for the 2016 demo Century of the Goat, by German Black/Thrash Metal band Goatfuck; and also took care of the layout for the 2020 EP Keep Me Breathing, by her own project I Am All Wounds?

Not only that, S Caedes also did lots of videos for different bands (either her own or other unrelated bands), including the videos for the songs Moksha, by Deadspace; Serpent on a Cross, by Spectral Damnation; A Hole In My Heart, by Lebenssucht; An Inexcusable Existence, by Humanitas Error Est; teasers and trailers for Deadspace and Lebenssucht; and just finished the music video for Demenzia Mortis, which is yet to be released. When asked how she’s capable of maintaining a healthy balance between so many bands and projects with diverse sounds, she said that as each band carries a special part of her character and her view of life she needs them all to express herself with all emotions, always remaining true to herself and her principles, and saving enough physical and mental energy for each one of them.

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As expected, S Caedes is obviously highly influenced by countless Black Metal bands, but that doesn’t mean that she doesn’t enjoy other styles such as Dark Ambient, Doom Metal, Martial Industrial, Death Metal and so on, and that she doesn’t own records from completely different artists such as Shakin’ Stevens and Rosenstolz. Among her favorite bands you’ll find great names the likes of Darvaza, Ritual Death, Merrimack, Vortex Of End, Aversio Humanitati, Regarde Les Hommes Tomber, Arkhon Infaustus, Benighted, Ondskapt,  just to name a few; on the Dark Ambient side she likes listening to Slaughter Natives, Gnaw Their Tongues, Triarii and Puissance, among others; and on the Martial Industrial side S Caedes likes groups such as Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio, in special their song The Love & Defiance of Being Alive. “People who know me well often call me complicated concerning my taste of music. I don’t agree with that, I just don’t listen to every shit, that’s the point. Music needs to be able to crawl in my head and stay there, squeeze out my inner self, fuck my brain an give me goosebumps or the will to mosh like a psycho,” commented S Caedes about her unique taste in music, always focusing on the importance of Black Metal in her life and career. “Black Metal is my life, as ridiculous as it maybe sounds to some readers, it’s like that. It’s my personal freedom, I can lay down and just be who I really am.”

Regarding her vocal style and technique, S Caedes said in one of her interviews that in the beginning she just tried out what she could do with her voice, with her training songs being Sluts of Hell from Nattefrost and Bleached Bones from Marduk, and her throat was always scratching like hell after. She then started searching online for instructions on how to use her voice properly and found a very helpful video named The Zen Of Screaming, by renowned vocal coach Melissa Cross, also asking other vocalists for their advice. “It’s really great to discover your voice, trying out what is possible,” commented S Caedes, who also said that it’s important to reach a good balance to be able to sing extreme music. Moreover, when asked about her view of touring with a band and playing live, she mentioned that her bands’ audiences should always be ready to engage with them, as the bands always deliver a very emotional and honest performance. “The advantage of being on stage is that you can let out all your emotions in such extreme way, which is simply not possible when you’re at home. On stage I’m completely in rage, it’s like a shot in my head, letting the audience suck what comes out. Blood always brings me to this special state of mind. I’m a heavy blood fetishist (real blood, no fake shit!), it’s a big passion of mine and I just love being covered in it. When the music begins, I’m not thinking anymore, I’m just 100% in the songs and always give my everything. Off stage… well, I fought several years against all of these rule-based behaviors and finally succeed to be able to do in life what satisfies myself. Family and friends call me a bulldozer. Typical Aries. I agree with that. I’m a sadist. I like to torture slaves. I’m not beating around the bush with that. In addition, I’m also working as photographer and model. So, yeah I have quite a lot to do, but it’s exactly what makes me happy. I don’t care about being evil (whatever that means). I only care about my very needs.” She also said that she really doesn’t care if she plays in front of 50 or 5000 people, mentioning their performances at Underground Remains Open Air, Night Of Blasphemy and Boarstream Open Air as really mind-blowing moments.

When asked about the current Black Metal scene worldwide and in her homeland Germany, S Caedes said she sees it as a big family, finding like-minded people who are able to understand her point of view as opposed to the stress and hypocrisy that comes from living in a regular society. “Most people have their daily routine with all these stupid rules (e.g. dress code at work). Black Metal helps (helped me) to break through (social) conventions, finding myself and staying true to myself. Black Metal can help to relieve everyday’s negativity,” said our Black Metal she-demon, who also believes the Black Metal scene in Germany is a bit more elitist than in other countries as the scene is very developed with lots of festivals, labels and bands. “The fact is that I don’t care from which country a band is. It’s all about the music. Nothing more, nothing less.”

S Caedes is also an accomplished photographer and fetish model, usually under the name Anett Gebauer,  having her own website named Anett Gebauer Photo & Film dedicated to that form of art, and stating that her intent is to express various moods and emotions that are sometimes hidden from the naked eye. “Through the visual arts, I work to uncover underlying voices in order to portray alternative perceptions of life without limits. My work is about exposing the beauty of raging desires, unleashing your inner self, and for those who like it the morbid and obscure way, also daring to drown in deep dark waters. I invite you to take a deeper look under the surface. Through my images, I study the unconscious creatures of the collective human existence – pulsating, seductive and also shocking.” She also offers band shootings, CD artwork, music video creation and retouchings, is bookable for events and live photography, and does self-photography and work as a model. “I am a lover of dark arts, spanning from visual arts, film, music and literature. I create art that is rooted in life, with either positive or negative influences. All my work is inspired by bare emotions and the depths of human existence. I am forever excessive, perfervid, dirty-minded and stay always hungry for more.” Furthermore, she has already been part of several exhibitions, including Heart Of Darkness, in 2018 in the United States; Radiant Art Festival, in 2016 in Belgium; Session Noire, in 2011 in Germany and Belgium; and Art-P, in 2009 and 2010 also in Germany, among others.

Last but not least, S Caedes has a peculiar view on different topics, sometimes controversial, sometimes fairly straightforward. For instance, she said that one of the things she wishes the most is that the endless suffering of animals would finally end and that they would be accepted and respected as sentient beings; and also that her mom is her real life childhood hero, as she’s still grateful to her for a lot of things. “Honestly, I didn’t want me as a daughter,” commented S Caedes, who also said that as a wrestling fanatic her biggest heroes in the sport are Triple H and Sabu. “There was just so much blood in their matches, an intoxicating and formatively awesome sight for me.” As you can see, S Caedes is not just an amazing musician and artist, but also a great human being with a lot to offer to the metal community, always carrying the flag of Black Metal, the flag of freedom of expression and the flag of arts in general proudly high, and we’ll always be grateful to her for being so awesome and for creating such inspiring music and imagery.

S Caedes’ Official Facebook page
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Humanitas Error Est’s Official Facebook page
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Humanitas Error Est’s Official YouTube channel
Lebenssucht’s Official Facebook page
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Lebenssucht’s Official YouTube channel

“I don’t care about underground or popularity. I want to reach people who understand our music, who are able to feel our music.” – S Caedes

Album Review – Nachtlieder / Lynx (2018)

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Witness the lynx, the antagonist of the antagonists and a symbol for knowledge and clairvoyance, in the form of the beastly Black Metal by Dagny Suzanne’s alter-ego, sticking its claws deep inside your flesh.

Our beloved Swedish Valkyrie of Black Metal, the talented multi-instrumentalist Dagny Suzanne, is finally back with her incendiary alter-ego Nachtlieder three years after the release of the excellent The Female Of The Species, showcasing another evolutionary step in her interesting and fruitful career with her third full-length album, simply titled Lynx. Once again accompanied by Martrum on drums, and with the fantastic support of the skillful Déhà (Musical Excrements), who not only provided some additional vocals and noises on the album but who also produced, mixed and mastered it, Nachtlieder will stick her claws deep inside your flesh with Lynx, proving her creativity and energy are soaring at this stage of her life.

Featuring a beautiful cover art based on a painting named Guldnyckeln by John Bauer, from 1915, and a digipack booklet portrait of Dagny by I Breathe Needles, the title of the album refers to the lynx as the antagonist of the antagonists (the wolves) and also as a symbol for knowledge and clairvoyance. The theme of the album is largely death and solitude, with many references to the lynx in cultural history, as well as to science in general. In other words, our Gothenburg-based she-wolf doesn’t just deliver high-quality music for our avid ears, but there’s also a lot to savor and learn in Lynx, one of those albums that you’ll get addicted to from the very first second without even noticing.

Distorted, wicked noises ignite a Black Metal feast entitled Claws and Bone, feeling more melodic and dissonant than the project’s previous albums, with Dagny sounding beautifully hellish and somewhat cryptic on vocals and on the guitar while Martrum adds a welcome dosage of intricacy to the music with his beats. Then we have the furious title-track Lynx, a song that grows in intensity until it reaches a pulverizing and mesmerizing tone, with the strident guitars by Dagny being flawlessly complemented by Martrum’s classic Black Metal beats and fills, resulting in a full-bodied sonority tailored for fans of modern-day Extreme Metal; followed by Song of Nova, an explosion of dark, crisp and low-tuned tones embellished by harmonious background elements, also presenting some welcome neck-breaking passages and Dagny’s usual poetic lyrics, giving even more depth to her already exhilarating music (“Dark frequencies, succumb to by every beast / As nova has swallowed the last light / And resigns / Their limbs tremble as the chords are strung / Fragile glass that shatter / Shards that dissolve into dust”).

The next tune, titled Nameless, Faceless, presents a creepy intro showcasing dark vociferations by Dagny, evolving into classy Scandinavian Black Metal with a superb job done by Dagny with both her slashing guitar lines and rumbling bass lines, flowing smoothly and powerfully from start to finish, whereas Law of Decay is a first-class, infuriated display of flammable and straightforward Black Metal, offering the listener a massive wave of classic riffs, unstoppable beats and those demonic, Stygian growls we all love so much in this type of music. And Dark Matter sounds closer to the music found in her two previous albums, especially the sound of the guitars and the hypnotizing music structure and pattern, with all instruments emanating metallic sounds that end up creating an enfolding atmosphere that will certainly captivate all your senses.

Eyes Ablaze, which brings forward what’s perhaps the most carnivore lyrics of the whole album (“Eyes, eyes staring in the dark in the misty night, eyes ablaze / Only star and spectre / Dare to meet my gaze / Claw, clawing round the walls round the bodies of the game / For carnage and grim sight / I will be to blame / Teeth, teeth sunken into meat into warm flesh, then like a flood / Fallen sheep and hound / Lapping blood”), is a rip-roaring Black Metal onrush that will leave you absolutely disoriented, showcasing an amazing performance by Martrum on drums while Dagny’s scorching riffs and visceral gnarls will crush your soul. And last but not least we have Moksha (a term in Hinduism, Buddhism and Jainism which refers to various forms of emancipation, liberation and release), bringing more of Dagny’s unparalleled music combined with the precision and complexity of Martrum’s drumming, therefore offering the listener over six minutes of classic Black Metal with a fresh twist, with all instruments getting heavier, darker and more piercing as the music progresses before all devastation gives place to a somber and atmospheric ending.

In summary, like what happened with Nachtlieder’s self-titled debut album in 2013 and The Female of the Species in 2015, Lynx is more than just a detailed and thrilling album of classic Black Metal, becoming Dagny’s outlet to the outside (and always dangerous) world we live in, and due to those additional layers the album ends up growing on you with each and every listen, revealing to your ears and mind previously unexplored grounds and nuances. Hence, if you want to venture through the realms of Natchlieder and Lynx deeper and deeper, you can enjoy the full album on YouTube and on Spotify, but of course the most recommended way to do so is by purchasing the album from Nachtlider’s BandCamp page, as well as from iTunes, Amazon and Discogs, always keeping an eye on the project’s official Facebook page for news and other nice-to-know details. As the beast called Lynx has just been unleashed upon humanity, the only thing that’s left for us to do is succumb to its music and energy, all in the name of meaningful extreme music.

Best moments of the album: Song of Nova, Law of Decay and Eyes Ablaze.

Worst moments of the album: None.

Released in 2018 Nigredo Records

Track listing 
1. Claws and Bone 4:31
2. Lynx 3:52
3. Song of Nova 5:22
4. Nameless, Faceless 5:04
5. Law of Decay 4:25
6. Dark Matter 4:47
7. Eyes Ablaze 3:56
8. Moksha 6:19

Band members
Dagny Susanne – vocals, all instruments

Guest musicians
Martrum – drums
Déhà – additional vocals, noise

Album Review – Cult of Erinyes / Tiberivs (2017)

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Inspired by the Roman Emperor Tiberius, here comes a ruthless Belgian Ritualistic Black Metal horde with their brand new and utterly fantastic concept album.

One of the most talented and prominent bands of the Extreme Metal independent scene in Europe, Belgian Ritualistic Black Metal horde Cult of Erinyes, is back with their unsparing music in the form of a concept album titled Tiberivs, inspired by the Roman Emperor Tiberius, who ruled one of the greatest empires of mankind from 14 AD to 37 AD. It doesn’t matter if you’re a newcomer to the dark world of this Brussels-based band or if you’re already a fan of works such as A Place to Call My Unknown, Blessed Extinction and their latest EP Transcendence, the music found in Tiberivs will leave scathing scars on your skin and poison your blood, leaving you eager for more of the band’s mordant creations.

As commented by the band’s mastermind Corvus, “I always perceived Cult of Erinyes as a portal that allows my mind to connect with different universes. I had, from the very beginning of the creative process, to immerse myself in a definite time period – the Ancient Roman Empire, Tiberius era. Each song, melody, and riff had to refer to a variation of emotions forgotten by time itself. What sounded like a fantastic challenge ended as a nightmare where my subconscious got lost. Desperation, frustration, and madness raised dangerously. This third album is our most progressive effort so far, but also contains radical and intense parts sublimed by Mastema’s urges for ferocity. We both went as far as we could on this album and were lucky to be helped in our task by longtime devoted musicians Algol (bass, additional guitars), Baron (lead guitars, artwork), and Déhà, who handled the drums, some guitars/keys, and the the mix/mastering process. Last but not least, Alex (Kall, Hypothermia, Craft) offered us a five-star bass-line on the intro and Marc DeBacker, my brother in Wolvennest, added some crystal-clear guitar sounds on the end of the album. This album also marked the end of my longtime musical and spiritual journey with Mastema. I can only but respect his decision and salute the energy he shared on Tiberivs. This concept album was his idea, and I’m glad we end our collaboration on this high and digressive note. He will be replaced for future live and recording duties by the most extreme and mentally extreme singer I know, Déhà, who is known for his work with Yhdarl, Maladie, We All Die (Laughing), and shitloads of other good projects. For all those reasons, I will hate and cherish this album. For Centuries To Come.”

In the opening track, titled Archaea, 41 B.C., fires burn amidst some eerie voices and moans, being slowly joined by the band’s atmospheric instrumental and topped off with a narration about how Romans were raised by wolves and that wolves are born to hunt and kill, resulting in a beyond ominous intro to the devastating Nero (Divine Providence), offering the listener the band’s old school Black Metal with their traditional ritualistic twist in the form of a sensational tempest of slashing guitars and blast beats. Moreover, not only Mastema sounds more devilish and brutal than ever, but the song’s frantic sounds are effectively blended with its ambient passages, turning it into a full-bodied blackened experience that’s definitely worth a listen. And in Casvs Belli, which means “an act or situation provoking or justifying war”, we’re treated to an explosion of extreme music with the demonic riffs by Corvus together with Algol and Baron generating a truly belligerent atmosphere, all enhanced by the infernal growls by Mastema and the obscure keys by Corvus.

Bred for War connects instantly and perfectly with the previous song to the point they can even be considered one major composition split in two, with sheer bestiality flowing from the awesome drumming by Déhà. In other words, this is straightforward Black Metal perfect for Corvus and his horde to tell the story proposed in the album; followed by Loner, a song that kicks off like a raging bull, smashing everything through the blast beats by Déhà and the fast and cutting guitars by Corvus, with Algol strengthening the song’s melody with his bass lines. The final result couldn’t sound more amazing, a furious and occult creation by Cult of Erinyes with an excellent job done by Mastema giving life to the song’s dark lyrics. Germanicvs, with its almost 8 minutes of blackened sounds and a demonic aura, keeps up with the foundations of Black Metal, being one of the most obscure and dense of all songs of the album led by the sustained drums by Déhà and spiced up by dark vociferations by Mastema.

An eerie, dark intro ignites another menacing creation by this talented Belgian horde, titled First of Men, a hybrid of Atmospheric and Ritualistic Black Metal with hints of Blackened Doom. Moreover, although it doesn’t show the same fury that emanates from the rest of the album, it’s still essential for the storyline. In Damnatio Memoriae (or “damnation of memory” in English), the music grows in intensity and darkness until after one minute it becomes a feast of Blackened Doom sounds enfolding the demented gnarls by Mastema, remaining rhythmic and dynamic thanks to the excellent job done by Déhà on drums until its thrilling Stygian ending; whereas For Centuries to Come is an 11-minute aria where Corvus showcases all his abilities as a multi-instrumentalist, while Mastema elevates his evil growls and screams to a whole new infernal level. This is by far the most complete and detailed of all songs, with its second half being a work-of-art of extreme music, not to mention its atmospheric elements beautifully complementing the piercing guitar riffs and solos, flowing into a fantastic and climatic conclusion to the album.

In a nutshell, the implacable Cult of Erinyes sounds stronger and more menacing than ever in Tiberivs (which can be enjoyed in its entirety HERE) and, despite being their ultimate album with the demonic Mastema on vocals, I’m sure the band will still provide us a lot of amazing material like this in the future. Furthermore, this brilliant concept album can be purchased at the band’s own BandCamp page, at the Caverna Abismal Records’ BandCamp or webstore, and at the Aural Music Webstore, as well as on iTunes, Amazon and Discogs. The roots to the greatest empire in the history of mankind are deeply connected to the lives of wolves, and there’s nothing better than the austere extreme music by Cult of Erinyes to show you how harsh, ruthless and vicious wolves can be.

Best moments of the album: Nero (Divine Providence), Loner and For Centuries to Come.

Worst moments of the album: First of Men.

Released in 2017 Caverna Abismal Records

Track listing
1. Archaea, 41 B.C. 2:40
2. Nero (Divine Providence) 7:42
3. Casvs Belli 6:24
4. Bred for War 3:52
5. Loner 4:27
6. Germanicvs 7:40
7. First of Men 5:49
8. Damnatio Memoriae 6:04
9. For Centuries to Come 10:59

Band members
Mastema – vocals
Corvus – lead and rhythm guitar, bass, keyboards
Algol – bass, rhythm guitar
Baron – lead guitar
Déhà – drums, additional guitar & keyboards

Guest musicians
Alex – bass on “Archaea, 41 B.C.”
Marc DeBacker – additional guitar on “For Centuries to Come”